This past 2 week has been hell for me. My collegue resigned 24 hours and left her shit for me. Was offered promotion to exec n a raise but all in all it's not worth it cos to me im clearing the shit she'd left behind, bummer. Anyway, it all started being our freindship soured caused by poisons from her so called "friends" and her chasing and having problems with her boyfriend. Then her personal problems brought to the office which our boss faound out too that she has told lies after lies to cover up previous lies..get the picture...Then found out that she has betrayed her boyfriend's trust by sleeping around,,,,dammit... I received a scolding from my boss cos i've kept it to myself, well not my problems why should i carry tales to other ppl..or so i thought but then...i got to know from my boss she has talked bad about me to her...Whhhhhaaaa,, SHIT....

The so called friendship was thrown back to my face..I thought that she was a friend to keep secrets looks like im wrong too in trusting too much in her, in the end i was the one hurt and let down. Becaused of her sordid past caught up with her, she can't cope and was shamed that we all know she's a liar, she quit just like that, but what im really pissed of about is NO PROPER HANDOVER FROM HER.. In the end we are all still so nice to her cos we *sigh* as a christian feel only pity for her... No matter how mad im in the end it's just pity, pity,pity...

Now i feel like the winds are let out of my sails...Fooooooohhhhh... Even my boss asked me to forgive her but as human yes, we can forgive but we cannot forget.. I have never done anything wrong to her (just venting) out my anger thru blogs but what i say is the truth, i just don't understand how she can lie with a straight face. I thought i can trust her and thought that we are good friends but in the end i believed that looks can be deceiving.. From now on i'll have to look out for ppl like this and not to trust others completely..

It's been so long since i've written a blog, and it feels so nice to let go... Since my office IT ppl has restricted FB and friendster, looks like i have to rely on xanga to blog more often... Nice to be back...

 

Went job hunting today.Well...Im not one to rest on my laurels.Got so used of going to work kinda miss all the action.Anyways, the job im looking for is part time.So hard to find a job. In Kuching here for a position of a simple clerk can be from Ringgit Malaysia 500.00 only.But im looking on the bright side, hope for the best n maybe my wish will come true...within this week at least.LOL at myself. yeah right.

 

 

I'm quite happy considering I've already received my retrenchment letter. I've had all my compensation paid full to me.Actually I feel ....relieve..Really, cos working in this company is a big stress for me.What do you expect, in a Malaysian company there are always a person who is a favourite of the boss, or everybody's fighting for the position of a big boss and a lot of complecated office politics going on. But so far I've attended a lot of interviews and this week only there's a secretary position open in Miri. I always like Miri City cos of the fabulous shopping complex there.Anyways, I have registered in an Employement Agency in Kuching. Maybe if there's an opening in Australia u'll see me there. Ha Ha....By the way, Msg from Eric.... He says to David "Please don't wear men's skirt because later on he'll turn into mr Men's Skirt". Whatever that means. It's what u call a sarong by the way. Send my regards to David, Uncle Simon, Aunt Nee n so forth. Oh ya...Before I forget Elisha can sure talk. Ha Ha....LOtsa love. Live life to the fullest.Dance naked n wiggle ur ass!!!!!!!!!1